wHy I aM sO ReTaRdEd!

ei que shata!

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 20:29:52 GMT

So its over. The wrath of "Intro to Photography" has come and left and I feel as if I tried my best. I turned in my final project. Yes the one that I worked oh so hard on, and I really feel as if I got my point across. Yey.

I will be continuing with school work today at the VAB building so that I have no distractions. I must complete three portraits. One statue, one person and one self-portrait. Conte' crayon medium on newsprint. They are due tomorrow at 6 p.m.

I must also study my public speaking study guide. They were even nice enough to include page numbers. Thank the Gods that the exam will be easy as poo!

I just spoke with daddy... and he said, "if you can plan your schedual for the next 2 and a half years, you can double major." I am so speechless-ly excited! That way I'll be doing something I love to do plus getting a degree in a secure profession that I know I can make some good money in. This way I will quadruple my options.

Dinner at Ashley Garner's house tonight, hanging with Ashley C. after that, and then it's home to bed to do it all over again.

P.S. I have no school friday and no work all weekend so if anyone would like to spend some time before I leave for Athen's please don't hesitate to call.

Erik- I miss you! call me, maybe we can hang out on friday if your not at Daruma. Let me know.

Jackhammers pound away at my brain.

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 01:27:01 GMT

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So today was absolutely crazy! I didn't get room to breathe at all... and I didn't know I was supposed to be at work. Damnit! I'm such a failure sometimes! I asked to come in late so that I can atleast get 3 out of the 4 hours that I was scheduled (sp?) this week and my manager was a bitch and said that she was gonna get someone else to stay late. Then she hung up before I could even talk to her about it. So I talked to Steph D. and she said she might give me her saturday hours. All in all, I don't have any work this whole week and all next week. But by friday of next week I will be in Athens, GA. with my Mommy and Daddy. :0))))

We'll other than my work fiasco, I just returned to my humble aboad from the photography lab and I am extremely excited about my pictures that I took today. I have a feeling I will complete my photography final project sometime tomorrow.

I hope everyone is well and warm somewhere safe. I love you all!

Not smart at all!

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 20:34:55 GMT

You paid attention during 69% of high school!

68-84% Pretty good, you know that there are libraries and newspapers, and you remember what you've read. You were a child that wasn't left behind!

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but surprisingly if I actually pay attention to what I am writing I am excellent... and you thought I was a faliure at grammer.

Your Language Arts Grade: 100%

Way to go! You know not to trust the MS Grammar Check and you know "no" from "know." Now, go forth and spread the good word (or at least, the proper use of apostrophes).

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I try.

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 02:39:00 GMT

All-Around Smart

You are all-around smart. Essentially, that means that you are a good combination of your own knowledge and experience, along with having learned through instruction - and you are equally as good with theoretical things as you are with real-world, applied things. You have a well-rounded brain.

20% applied intelligence
20% learned intelligence

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It is funny how time sometimes goes backward.

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 02:21:23 GMT

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

I'm waiting on the world to change.

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 02:13:35 GMT

There are some people who make me extremely self-conscious. :0( I don't think I'll ever find anyone that will appreciate me, and accept all my flaws.

Living like Gravy...

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 01:15:10 GMT

So we went out to dinner tonight because one of our friends felt like feeling generous. The Pines was the choice which is weird cuz its the most expensive place to go in troy. I don't know maybe I just wanted to sit around tonight. I know that is what we do all the time but I have a test tomorrow and i have to study and get rest. Plus he wants to go to a movie with Dave and I don't know if I should go. I guess I'll just go to bed late as usual, and pray I pass that test.

maybe I'm just being immature and winny.

I don't know.

Long time no see ole' buddy ole' pal

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 05:29:09 GMT

I have not been on here so long! My life has bloomed into this beautiful "delicate flower" ... haha ha... bull shit! i have put myself through hell with this whole being on my own college stuff. Sometimes I wish I were making money full time at some stoopid retail store and living in my own apartment. somewhere in loserville. Right now I wouldn't even care if everyone hated me. Well to tell you the truth, I don't have time for friends other than one and that position is already filled. Keith and I are still together and so when I'm not in class, work, or doing ADPi stuff I am relaxing on my bed/couch with him.

I fucked up bad last semester and I have to re-take 4 out of the 5 classes I took. I didn't exactly have the best semester but now I wish I would have ate right and took some vitamins. Kids eat right when you live on your own, cuz your body does give in at one point or another.

I love the new System of a Down song. Yeah that is also my new obsession... LimeWire and the Facebook. Both 2 BAD addictions.

I went to Dothan tonight. It was fun. Didn't see anyone important. Just did some homework in a different environment for a change.

well kiddies... I have to hit the sack... work starts bright and early 9 a.m.
I hope to update more frequently. maybe you will like reading about my boring life.

I feel a need for venting...

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 00:23:29 GMT

not really maybe just a little chat chat...

I've been doing alot lately and I have been extremely busy so sorry if I haven't been able to call anyone back. Or call anyone first for that matter...

Valentine's day is coming up and I can't wait!!! That is the day you get to give out presents, kisses and hugs for no reason... my kind of day very much so... Have lots in mind for that day... no not for you QTPi... you are so dorky looking but I like that... haha you are sitting right next to me and you can't tell that I'm talking about you...

I get Initiated this weekend as a sister of ADPi... It is going to be a blast... I can't wait...

Parker is coming up this friday and sleeping in the dorm with me... shhhhh don't tell ashley my RA she would killity kill me...

well I have to go to country's Bar-B-Q for a FOCUS thingy... later my silly moo's

I love ya'll... and I am coming home not this coming weekend but next weekend...

HaHa... okay so this may be a little true... but I always know how to tune in on my kid like mind...

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 04:36:24 GMT

You Are 25 Years Old

25

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Wait, I finally got to celebrate something before the rest of my friends did?

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 05:43:13 GMT

So for once in my Life I got to celebrate something special before the rest of my friends did... My birthday is in march and so all of my friends that are my age have their birthday's before me...

but because I am in a different time zone... I got to count down and say "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" before everyone else!

I still didn't have anyone to kiss... Ms. Moo and I had a wonderful moment of our own at midnight though...

But screw looking on the dark side... I got to celebrate before everyone else!

Happy New Year everyone!

Just like that ACDC song, "Come on baby shake me all night long."

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 01:39:42 GMT

Well... I was right... I never was good at poker...or any of those stupid guessing games... its all in the luck of the draw... all you have to do is keep trying till you get a good hand...

I still don't understand what is going on in my life...or who is going on in my life for that matter... all I know is that even though I tell myself I don't want anyone in my life right now..."I am tired of being alone"(Dito)... but it is so hard to find that one guy that you can stick with for a long time...
I guess things are going to change in my life... always... and there is nothing I can do to change, change... if that makes any sense... I just wish that for once every puzzle piece would just fall into place without me having to try to make it fit... one day someone will conform their puzzle pieces to mine... just someday someone will use all the glue in the world to make things stick...

And if anyone reading this understands how I feel give me a hell yeah... cuz I feel like I am the only confused soul out there...

And if anyone out there has to tell me something important please don't be afraid to because for all that I know it may make things a little easier... especially with some decisions that I have made over the christmas holidays... because if no one speaks up I'm planning on keeping things the way they are for a long time (hopefully)... I wish everyone knew how to communicate...

***I wish things were always like the days spent among the peaches...
you, me, some friends... it was so much fun...
Champagne Highs, and Wide Open Highway,
Late night talks, and stupid sequences,
feeling so good... yet feeling so bad all at the same time...
simplicity is the enemy, but happiness makes sense...
Maybe things will be different when we are closer...
Then again... maybe they won't... I hope they won't...

***You wanted something that pretained to you so here you go...

It's New Years Eve and I am kissing a cat at midnight... Come here Ms. Moo!

~And for you... please understand that I am going through a hard time. Even though you are so important to me I have yet to fiqure out if it is just as a friend or more. Everything is seeming to explain itself in time... please don't give up on me as a friend, atleast... I still feel appreciative that someone has hung on for so long like you have... You have become my BEST FRIEND and I understand if I have to let you go eventually, but one day our roads will meet in more calming waters if everything turns out that way... I still don't want you to shave that beard... some guy I know my ass! I know you better than lots of folks... I know you can eat a whole lasagna (sp?)and that you give the best back rubs in daphne! I love your stupid jokes and your cheesy christmas cards...

Boston is becoming lonely... I can't wait to go "home". Home is where the heart is... and my heart is stuck in a dorm room...

Hope everything went well at the concert tonight Fatty McParker... I bet you did an awesome job and hopefully your mic was on this time... I can see your cute preppy self screaming into that Microphone... those GAP clothes are so sexy! just messin' on top of that fact that you can see those beautimous eyes now... keep everything clean cut.. I like very much...

Well I might go get a cat nap before New Years Festivities arise... Happy New Year to you all! Congrats on surviving 2004!

yey!!!

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 23:03:15 GMT

So I got this great pair of maroon addidas today...
they make me happy!

Boston or Bust!

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 17:49:42 GMT

So right now I'm in Boston... just a chillin out...

I have been waking up at like 11:30 (eastern time) every morning...

we are driving up to maine tomorrow to make a shopping trip at LL Bean... hopefully I'll find my white poof jacket I've wanted for so long...

We were going to see a Celtics game tomorrow for New years eve then go out to dinner at a Sho Gun... but the cheapest tickets are 55$ a pop... that would be over 200$ for all of us to go... so we are going to an ice cats game new years day instead... my brother gets a discount with his employment at EMC2 and at the age of 18 I still qualify for a kids ticket (haha)... hockey is exciting... the fighting is the best part though...

My mother has fifth's desease like I had last new years (its not anything serious... its kinda like chicken pox... you only get it once in your whole life and you break out in a rash) poor mother...

Everyone I am checking my messages and I might be able to call you back if you leave me a message with your number in it... I don't have my cell phone so just like every other lazy american I don't know anyone's numbers... please don't forget the phone numbers if you want me to call you back...

well I'm outtie again...

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 19:43:13 GMT

Your Christmas is Most Like: The Nightmare Before Christmas

Christmas was not a big deal for you growing up...
And you're still trying to figure out what it all means.

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

Oh! But you do suck...

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 19:32:49 GMT

you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
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I'm leaving on a jet plane... don't know when I'll be back again...

So I'm going to Boston today to spend a full week with my rentals and my used to be immediate now extended family... My brother and his wife...

I am very feeling like poo right now and don't know if I will be able to endure a sleepless night and a long plane ride as well as a long ass car ride out of the city to my bro's apt...

I hope everyone is well over new years... Congrats! You made it through yet another year of this depressing, hardship of a life... next year probably won't be any better, but you'll get through it just like you do every year...

I have enjoyed this christmas break... sorta...
so hopefully summer break will be of the same nature...

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

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Too bad I won't have anyone to share a kiss with this special midnight hour...
I thought I might... but I don't... :0(

Of Coarse! Andrea didn't do much bad stuff this year...

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 23:26:01 GMT

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.
You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.
Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.
Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

?????

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 22:44:27 GMT

"So Cold"

Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

[Chorus]

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time

[Chorus x2]

It's alright [x9]

What's going on with your hair today?

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 22:18:40 GMT

I don't know why that question made me think about writing in my livejournal but it did.

Jacob Blocker left town today and I didn't even get to say Bi... oh well, see him sometime after the 6th of January.

I had and argument with my mother today. I'm sorry, but I'm just sick of getting my dad clothes for x-mas... what about manly stuff? Whatever happen to buying the dad of the family power tools or a new grill?

I got a wonderful scented candle at the store today... white tea and ginger... ahhh (it makes my knees go weak)

I went totally biker chik/ cowgirl on the curtains for my room. Brown faux leather. It should be intresting.
Maybe my mother will get the point that I'm not as girly as she is trying to make me.

I am sick of shopping... some people have shopping in their blood. not me.

I have decided that there is no need for a significant other in my life right now even though there may be feelings brewing. I just have this major fear of telling people that... (alot easier to write it and let people catch on)

anyone want to chill tonight... my doctor's appointment got moved from 8:30 am to 10:00 am so I can stay out a little later tonight.

No need to worry everybody about the whole doctor appointment thing... I am OK. :0)

catcha on the flip side...

Not much enthusiasm for changes...

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 06:20:45 GMT

So I am back to dealing with crap at home. It was so weird. I went back to Troy for one day and found how much it really does sway my emotions. It's like the second I got in the car and new I was driving back to Daphne I felt this ill feeling inside again. And I could really tell a difference between the way I felt when I was in Troy from the way I felt when I was at home.

When I first got to Troy at like 11:30 on friday morning, I felt the same way I did at home. Knowing that my stay wasn't going to be for more than 8 hours. But then I started to loosen up and said to myself, "hey! why not make the most of it!" I started to laugh about things and realized how much I miss my friends from school. If only I would have had a job and an apartment there. That way I could have only come home if I had too... or maybe just for christmas.

I have come to realize that I don't want a significant other. Even though I know there is a guy out there that will take care of me and love me. I just don't need it right now. sorry if I'm still confusing you. but maybe you should hold back on telling me how you feel.

I didn't get a job for the christmas holidays, but I have been babysitting alot. The kids have been complete angels and the parents so nice and generious. ($$$) Because of this, I have been able to buy several christmas presents.

I still don't know what to get some people for the holiday though. I'm so scared of gift rejection.

I am craving some hot chocolate right now. Maybe I'll have to make a late night run to wal-mart.

The luminaries were tonight in the neighborhood. (Bad Grammar, I know) At around 5:30 I took a stroll around the hood and took in all the lights and people. I know it may be Korny but the fact that my neighborhood is organized enough to put out little white paper bags with candles in them every five blocks in the side walk is amazing and beautiful. Not to mention all the kids that were walking around and riding their bikes or those damn motorized scooters that parents seem to spoil their kids with now-a-days. I listened to my new Christmas cd (even though I hate Christmas music) and have come to notice that Christmas Jazz/Swing is okay and Classy. Traditional Christmas is the stuff that makes me want to go into my room and commit suicide. Sometimes I can't handle all the Jesus crap.

I am waiting for my trip to Boston. It will be an escape. Not much needed cuz I need to escape from home and go back to school... but an escape none the less. Maybe I'll see my brother who has deserted me and his wife who holds him back for her benefit... I don't know. I still won't forgive him for not coming to my Graduation!

Well ya'll I'm getting pretty tired... I'm prolly gonna try to *hit the sack* (whispered) haha... that was funny.

Good Nite.

So much to say...

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 21:22:16 GMT

Open up my head and let me out.... little baby!

I am so glad that the semester is almost over. I have my last exam tomorrow and I check out of the dorm at 2:15 on thursday. I might get an earlier time than that depending on how much I get done today and tomorrow.

Sarah hasn't been in the dorm lately so the dorm has been a tad lonely.

Erik I too am sorry about the kitten roaming around your house. I guess I just have never really thought about the connection some people have with aminals. The fact that you understand the pain in the kitten's meow is a very touching thing. I wish I was that compassionate.

I am going to a movie tomorrow night. It should be fun and good for some conversation time. I need one good nite out.

I had some good convos with my aunts and I have come to the conclusion that they have become some of my bestest friends.

However I have also come to the conclusion that Dave Mathews is definately NOT for pot heads....

I have been so busy lately. I am sorry if anyone has tried to call and I havn't been able to talk repeatidly. I really do want to sit and have a good interaction with someone but that seems so hard 100 miles away.

I gotta go... again...

cappaccino (sp?) and coffee maker also makes chilli and fries...

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 17:20:30 GMT

howdy ya'll...
I havn't updated in a while, sorry.

I have been out slipping on bannana peels and jumping off of the high dive.

you know some of ya'll folks could call me sometime... except for erik... you do your share, and I guess if I don't have much time to even talk to you I guess other people shouldn't be calling...

nevermind people... don't call me... unless it's important.

troy... I am severely dissappointed that you are doubting Troy U.

we were gonna be chill out buddies.

please get my number from someone and call...

Exams are this week. Only till wednesday. then I have to move out of the dorm. wait I ave to go to housing as a matter of fact... I will chat up a storm later, hopefully.

over and out

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Fri, 03 Dec 2004 07:23:31 GMT


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I spent 58 dollars at wal-mart...

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 02:43:36 GMT

all on stupid travel stuff. Now let me explain... I've been spending the night alot at the guys house and I am sick and tried of using their toothpaste... other than the fact that it sucks, the toothbrush they supplied for me is completely hard on my gums... can anyone say ow? I brush my teeth once and my gums are sore for 3 more days. And having to go back and brush with the same toothbrush on those sore gums absolutely torchers me.

I need to take a shower... I slept in till 2 o'clock today and then keith took me to subway... I wasn't gonna let him pay but he only had 30 minutes till work and we couldn't go to the bank... he has been insisting on paying for my dinner/lunch/breakfast for weeks now... well, he finally got his wish...

Danielle and I are friends again... wow thats been news for about 2 weeks now... I haven't updated in forever...

I haven't talked to Casey in forever... maybe he's having too much fun to call... oh well... we will see how this all works out... atleast I'm not acting "like I'm keeping guys on the side" now... even though I wasn't casey. But you can think whatever you want to.

I've got one hand in my pocket and the other's flicking a cigarrette...

I saw the movie The Terminal today... again. I saw it with my dad on our daddy date before I came to school...

well ya'll I'll try and update more... when I get a chance... and Erik I'm so sorry I havn't talked to you in so long... I'll try you some time when we can have a good convo...

I'm outtie...

Sometimes I wonder...

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 01:08:46 GMT

...what people think about me when I'm not around.

I am so absolutely exhausted after today:
-I woke up in the middle of my first class of the day and missed it again.
-I had three Forms and Space Graphic projects to do. I only finished 1.
-I didn't eat anything for lunch.
-I had a test in Biology today that I didn't study for.
-I have no absolute idea what I'm gonna wear for Halloween.
*Theme; voodoo, so if anyone has any good ideas please give me your input.
-I didn't get to take a shower this morning.

I guess I'm starting to feel the wrath of college.

Good things about today:
-I went to the tanning bed today and got to go into bed 10, my favorite Bed!
-I might go see Collective Soul in concert.
-Olivia called and invited me and others to be on T.V. (EWTN show, nothing special) still it's the thought that counts.
-I got some tight ass black chenile shocks from Wally World.
-I had alot of time to myself.
-I didn't talk to any of the guys I normally talk to everyday and I feel not lonely. Very surprising.
-I talked to Erik though! HeHe :0)
-I got the Biology Test out of the way even though I BOMBED it!
-I think thats it... well I'm sure there were plenty more but I can't remember them all...

Oh yeah...
-I talked to the guy I met at IMPACT (Freshman Orientation) at Wal-Mart and He "sorta" recognized me.
Yey!!!

Did I tell everyone that I got my third piercing in both ears? I think I have a new addiction to Piercings.

Chelsea Pirtle's Birthday is today. I miss ya chick and I'm glad we're friends again.

Well, I'm out after a long day. I love you all and miss everyone back home.